Tuesday Transcripts
Seminar Journeys (J) and Talks (T)
We are providing these transcripts as a way to assist you in understanding DaBen's instructions. The spoken word is different than when it is presented in writing, and these are not intended to take you into the light body spaces. We do not guarantee that these are perfect transcriptions of the journeys, nor are they intended to be. The journeys and talks given at the seminar will be posted as transcribed by our transcriber. Transcripts when complete will be put into PDF format several months after the seminar, and can be downloaded so you can read it on your computer or print it out.
Directory of Tuesday Programs
Program 01 LB712E_01T Duane: Talk
Program 02 LB712E_02J DaBen: Discovering your light signature through non-fixity and soft boundaries
Program 03 LB712E_03T Duane: Talk
Program 04 LB712E_04J DaBen: Light body signature, your unique energy, experiencing non-local nature
Program 05 LB712E_05T Duane: Talk
Program 06 LB712E_06J DaBen: Exploring non locality as energy experience
Program 07 LB712E_07T Duane: Talk
Program 08 LB712E_08J DaBen: Exploring non locality as energy experience with group assist
Program 09 LB712E_09T Duane: Talk
Program 10 LB712E_10J DaBen: Playing with soft experience, non-fixity, flowing experience close to not in control
Program 11 LB712E_11T Duane: Talk
Program 12 LB712E_12J DaBen: Experience of deeper flow, being space, experiences softly flowing to experiences
Program 13 LB712E_13T Duane: Talk
Program 14 LB712E_14J DaBen: Expanding senses, by sensing light as experience, with layers of light beings for a base of flow light
Program 15 LB712E_15T Duane: Talk
Program 16 LB712E_16J DaBen: Sensing your senses more deeply, with pure energies and layers of light
Program 01 LB712E_01 Duane: Talk
Duane: Okay, we have got lots of energy for a new look at light body signature, using the light body, playing in that, discovering signatures, the first focus for today to look at that.
One of the things that we will use or look at in some detail that we played with is being very soft in the energy or holding the energy very softly, and then we looked at non-fixity, and we will play with those.
So that as you discover, experience your light signature, that you recognize that it is a part of a lot of the consciousness around you, or is of the consciousness around, and that your boundaries that you are drawing there are not as distinct as we have become used to in ordinary reality, so that we have that play back and forth, that constant interchange.
I think as easily as all of you experienced those spaces and played in some of these other ways that getting a sense of light signature and its dynamic nature, and here dynamic has also got a very soft sort of feel, sense to it as well, so we will be playing with that in the first couple of journeys, really looking at playing with light signature, what that means, its ability to interact, your ability to experience it at some level, and then we will start really exploring what we can do with that identity.
All of you did extremely well in taking your experience and translating it into light, so this should be easy in that regard and open all sorts of avenues for play as we move into this energy.
Okay. I think that is all we need in the way of introduction. Holding this energy very softly in the beginning as we play.
Okay, get comfortable for a journey.
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Program 02 LB712E_02J DaBen: Discovering your light signature through non-fixity and soft boundaries
DaBen: Welcome.
As you explore now in these ways, using all of your ability to sense these energies and your skills in being in and continuing to connect with these energies as you are in these spaces, let yourself acknowledge your skill and your level. It is truly impressive what you have reached in terms of your consciousness, and with your ability to experience as light now the possibilities are nearly in a human mind infinite. So let us explore.
Finding the point of light of the Fullonia, brighter and brighter, and moving out into the light body, the light body cocoon, as many layers out as you can hold in your awareness smoothly and easily, front and back and on the sides and above and below.
Good. And finding that your experience can easily be a light show, translated into light, or comes to you as light in the light body cocoon, or just around your ability to sense these energies.
Good. And connecting with your guide and asking your guide to assist you in maintaining a very broad and yet soft sense of the energy, of the light that your experience is now as you play.
Good. Experience your energy now as light, holding it very softly, letting it be as dynamic as it is. And that does not necessarily mean fast paced. It means that there is an ease of movement. And there may be parts that are distinctly moving at different rates, and that that in itself forms a more in-depth and intricate pattern, as it were.
And you begin to get a sense of how it is that you experience as light. And a part of that that you are experiencing you can begin to get an opening to experience your being as light.
Good. And following these shifts now with your guide’s assistance moving into that energy even more completely. Holding it softly, not fixed in any way.
So that as you experience this energy you experience you as light and your interaction with the light around you at this deeper level as we are more into the light. As though you have been able to expand and get smaller at the same time, experiencing more of that light. Shifting scales in such a way that you can move easily smaller or larger, into or expanding beyond your normal perceptions of light.
Enjoying this space now as we assist you in balancing and opening and making softer or noticing in more detail your experience here.
From your experience as light right now use the consciousness that you are of to move out on that consciousness, so that you are expanding your ability to be aware of this light by incorporating the consciousness about you into your light. And as you do you notice certain patterns and energies familiar from the light body, noticing in more detail.
Very good. This sense of space, this openness, this soft energy, able to move out into that consciousness and identify that consciousness, and notice how your experience reveals more and more of the nature of your light.
Good. Expanding into that now. You are gaining a finer and finer sense of that energy, and out of that soft holding the energy the finer sense becomes more easily visible, more easily experienced, and as experienced expressed in a soft way as well, not fixed in any nature or pattern.
And yet your sense is that you have within this light a unique expression of consciousness, a unique organization of the consciousness that you are in and of. That as you experience and express that as light, that at levels you are just beginning to glimpse there is a uniqueness, a particular way in which light is expressed and interpreted, focused but in a very soft, very non-fixed way.
Good. And just letting that go now. We will return to these spaces in a variety of expressions of your experience. Thanking your guide and then letting yourself come back to fully experience the light body, the light body cocoon.
And then smoothly and easily letting yourself come back to the time and space of the earth plane, enjoying that sense of your light and energy experienced from a complete opening of that energy.
Coming back now smoothly and easily, and with that, we bid you most pleasant journeys for now.
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Program 03 LB712E_03T Duane: Talk
Duane: Okay. We are going to continue in this next journey with that space, with that sort of openness that is there, that non-fixed energy, soft edges, non-fixed experience.
And much as you experienced with the constancy beings that we played with, we will see if we cannot notice some of the energy underneath that has a constancy. Not a fixed sort of energy, but a constancy, a similar rhythm, a similar sort of pattern as you have with the being space, with your opening into the being space.
And this time let yourself, as DaBen asks and guides you to, expand out. Not huge, but so that there is even more energy available, and then it begins to fill in in that very soft way, so that your sense of your energy, your light, is developed from your inner experience, from being in that light.
Okay. I think that is all we need so get comfortable for a journey.
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Program 04 LB712E_04J DaBen: Light body signature, your unique energy, experiencing non-local nature
DaBen: Welcome.
Finding that flow, almost as if you were going to fully immerse in the being space, but instead expanded out to a larger and larger experience of you, your consciousness.
So that as you do, you begin to get a sense that not only is your experience of you as light, soft in its nature and not fixed in a particular pattern or way, so that your sense of your individuality, you becoming an individual, that larger energy, you are in and of that energy and you can let that energy flow as an expression of you as an individual. But it is not fixed in its nature, not an opening into a particular state of way of using or holding the energy.
Good. With this energy now, with this opening, connecting with your guide, expanding out into more and more of the energy of the light body cocoon, so that your experience of you, your light signature that you are beginning to experience more directly, as direct as you can in this way of perceiving these energies.
Good. And begin to as you play in this way, this non-fixity of your experience, begin to notice that your light body signature is a certain style of the way the energy moves and comes together, and that it can be very diffuse in location as you think of location. It is subject to being drawn to like energy, energy like itself, of organizing and expanding into other consciousnesses, other styles of consciousness that you may not at first identify because of the likeness and because of it being just enough variation.
But as you experience in this way begin to realize that this light, your signature, is intermingling, becomes a part of, so to speak, shares and interacts with certain types of consciousness within this larger consciousness, some identified as other individuals, others as energy, individuals of a variety of what you call species, a variety of life force, a variety of consciousness as any degree of order.
Good. And as you notice more and more about the uniqueness of your energy, your light, that you can identify it in some way, but it is easily identified by you as your light, even though it is not in a specific location, as though contained in a body or some boundary. It is non-fixed. It is not fixed in a location or a pattern, and it has a signature that is your energy. And as a part of that signature are the energies of the larger energy that you created an individual from.
We will play a number of times with these energies in this way. So just begin in a very light way to expand your perception of these energies of you as light, the energies that you are in. Begin to include the patterns that you most commonly see in your light body, and some of the frequencies, the pure energies. And the way you have organized your experience here enables you to in a very soft way, not fixed in any way, identify your characteristics, your qualities of light in all of this consciousness.
Good. And just letting that go now. You are doing very well. You are making a significant shift in your consciousness, in your ability to experience, in your opening.
And for now just letting that go, thanking your guide, and coming back smoothly and easily to the time and space of the earth plane, at your own pace and rhythm.
Good. And coming back, and with that we bid you most pleasant journeys for now.
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Program 05 LB712E_05T Duane: Talk
Duane: As you discover your light signature I think you are beginning to get a sense already that light signature and the language has implications that already at the very beginning sort of fix it into what you think of as a pattern that can be identified.
It is more involved than just a pattern, or a location for sure. There is a quality that we cannot yet quite describe how we are perceiving, but we will develop some more of that. That is your light signature that you can identify as other consciousnesses’ light signature, so that you can identify it, but they may not be in the energy form at all that you first noticed them as as their beingness.
As we play in the next few journeys, as we look at that, as we open that, you can see that DaBen has been introducing us to the concepts, to the ideas, to an energy experience or a series of energy experiences for a time so that we could reach this understanding, this grasp of the energy.
So rather than attempt to describe it in language, it is just going to fall way short for this area, let DaBen in the next journey just sort of give you maybe some energy pictures, maybe some visualizations that he can finesse your experience into, an energy experience into, an energy sensation or a full experience with lots of sensations.
Let the way in which you experience those change however they do. They may be waves sometimes or points of light or a series of forms that sort of form out of nothing in your experience and then transform. Let the images as they come to you, let yourself be willing to let them dissolve.
So they have this form, this way of experiencing for you, and now they have become something else. They have blended with other consciousness. They have acquired other consciousness in a different way. But there is still part of you that can recognize that as this particular energy.
You have had a good deal of experience now with the being space. Often your experience of the being space reached that point that you could no longer hang onto holding consciousness in any sort of visible way or way in which to begin to expand to all consciousness because you did not have enough attention units left to do that, so everything had to become a bit fuzzy and then more and more diffuse. But the energy was still there. The space was still there for you to experience.
And so we are looking at a similar sort of thing here. The space, the energy, the signature, the as it was in a particular form in the time you are looking at was this, and you can recognize it in a different way now.
We have not really begun to play with how each of the energies that we play with has a lifecycle, has a sort of pattern that it goes through. Our lifecycle as a physical being on the earth plane has a certain period, a certain sequential period. But in no time it is experienced entirely differently, and you overlap in the earth plane lifecycle and sequence of time with a variety of species of entities or other humans or whatever that they have different beginnings and ends, and you have gotten used to that pattern.
And you are on a planet that has a lifecycle as well that is much, much longer than your lifecycle, but it is still a cycle. This planet was formed, the earth plane planet was formed from other planets or other larger stars to create the dense matter that we experience here. Iron and all the lesser elements came from a certain sized star. The larger, heavier elements came from larger stars, brought all that together. As you play in these energies you are beginning to get an intermingling of all of that consciousness, so recognize that its forms can change.
Now, much as you did very successfully with the being space, just let that be a part of the experience. You need not notice it in detail. Non-fixity, very soft, so that you are getting the essence of this energy without the identification that your mind thinks is necessary.
We are developing the ability to experience this energy now through light signatures, through identifying that uniqueness. So let us explore that in this next journey.
Get comfortable for a journey.
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Program 06 LB712E_06J DaBen: Exploring non locality as energy experience
DaBen: Welcome.
You are at an exciting breakthrough, and it is in some ways so challenging to notice the nature of that energy because it is so hard to pin down. It is not fixed. And yet you have had little glimpses we are sure for each of you, and as you gain more the actual experiencing of this will be so easy and so obvious that you will wonder how you ever struggled with it.
And yet the implications of having experienced the energy in this way will be huge throughout all of your experiences. Fortunately in ordinary reality if you choose to ignore it, you will be very successful at that, and able to reach out to it again without a problem. And we will encourage you and give you as thorough a sponsorship as we can in incorporating that into your beingness.
So let us explore this now. Connecting with your guide, but as you connect with your guide only notice the parts of your guide that you have experienced as energy from the light body. And yet you may not be at the light body yet. How can you identify this as the energy of your guide in ordinary reality? You need to get perhaps slightly above ordinary reality to make the connection noticeable to you, but your guide can reach all the way to ordinary reality. Maybe not and get your attention, but they can.
Then begin to slowly moving to the light body and then coming back to higher personality level, notice the shifts that that connection to your guide makes, the shifts that your perception makes to hold the energy of your guide at these various levels of experience. And yet you know it is your guide by the energy. You have had experience here.
Some of you over time have evolved from one guide to another to accomplish or to experience or to look at certain types of energy, to be in certain ways on the earth plane, to be conscious in certain ways on the earth plane.
Good. And come to the light body if you are not already there just so that we as a group have a shared, common consciousness, as it were, our unique experience of the light body, our identifying that light body with our unique energy. Not overlapping with other light bodies, not worried about same space, same time as matter because it is your unique consciousness that is organizing this level of energy.
You are an individual here and you know of the light body just as others know of the light body. Everyone that is involved in acquiring consciousness in this way would share an experience, shares an experience of the light body, unique ways in which of organizing that light body, so to speak, but a shared consciousness, a level.
Good. And it is at this level of the light body that you have been able to connect with all of those that will be listening to this journey throughout time, those that will be taking this course remotely will be listening, and you may be listening.
Connecting to the light body through the light body with your light body, with your borrowed energy, with your being, so that you have this sense of expanded consciousness; sometimes experienced as a group to give your mind an order and organization, sometimes experienced just as energy, sometimes as energy that you are aware that you are in, other times not even aware because it is your energy.
As you develop your light body signature, your light signature, begin to recognize that the distinctions, you have a unique energy but you are borrowing, you are becoming that consciousness for a period of time, if you look at time in that way.
Good. And just noticing the energy now, this lack of specific location of your experience. You know it is your experience by your ability to experience, but you may have a very challenging time identifying those experiences that you alone share in this space, in this opening that you have moved into.
You have your unique energy as an individual, but your experience in this consciousness is a whole variety of consciousness, of experiences of consciousness, that you cannot draw a boundary around them, fix them as to unshared or shared or group, but you have the consciousness to move into those areas, in that significant shift you are conscious.
And from this shift then easily, at least at the beginning, becomes the expression of this consciousness. Shared, unshared, group is really not material to your experience that then in some manner you choose to express your personality, your interaction with other people, friends, loved ones, strangers at a personality level, your experiencing field of play, expressing into field of play.
Very nice.
Good. Just letting that be for a moment. Know that this space is easy to return to. In fact we will return soon and play with another layer. For now just letting that go, thanking your guide.
Good. And coming back to the time and space of the earth plane now and just let yourself relax into this energy, coming back smoothly and easily.
And with that, we bid you most pleasant journeys for now.
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Program 07 LB712E_07T Duane: Talk
Duane: Okay. You are doing well with this energy. There are still some elements that we can begin to fill in and expand upon.
In this next journey we are going to do that with using your sense of group. You can use group as the people that are taking this course, that will be taking this course, whether they are here physically or whether they will be doing it at a later time. You maybe be listening to this journey at a later time. Include all of that as group energy.
Then we will include an even larger group, the gridwork, where we have a great deal of organization. A great number of individuals and consciousness has contributed to that group. So we will play with that as well.
Non-fixity, and we are expanding that now to not a specific location. A consciousness, your light signature, your individual consciousness, but not in the usual location that we think of, but consciousness identifiable as you by you and other consciousnesses, and that your consciousness often borrows, or always borrows some elements of your consciousness to be conscious.
So this is a mix then of the being space, implications of the being space as you explored them, and of what we played with in terms of the main seminar, that whole variety of openings, of assimilating, of finding that energy. So we are mixing those now, bringing them together.
Okay, I think that is all we need. Once you begin to get into that experience just go with that experience. Let the other things just drop away.
Okay, get comfortable for a journey.
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Program 08 LB712E_08J DaBen: Exploring non locality as energy experience with group assist
DaBen: Welcome.
Very good. Connecting with your guide now, being in this energy already, having your ability to be aware, to be in this energy, and what it is your experience of you being aware can span, your individual experience to the being space to any number, a large number, of associations and groups that you have connections with, that you have a shared consciousness with.
So let us start with the people who will be listening to this course, this particular journey, who will be exploring as you are exploring now, experiencing as you are experiencing now your light signature, your opening, opening to the realization that your consciousness is already a shared group consciousness to a significant degree, and that you as an individual have added your unique consciousness to some or a part or all at times perhaps of what you choose to experience.
But your experience can be so much more expansive. In fact you may even as you develop greater skill find it challenging to nearly impossible to the conclusion that it is unimportant to assign the consciousness as yours or others or whose. It is consciousness available to you, available through your expanding consciousness.
So let us expand for just a bit into this group taking this course, listening to this journey throughout time, no time, the consciousness that they bring to this experience, that you as a group bring to this experience, the opening, the breadth of possibilities of experience that adds just the right perspective, just the right angle, or just the many right angles to view this experience, this non-locality, this non-fixity, this opening, spread throughout the human populations on the planet listening to, experiencing, opening to these energies.
Good. And challenge yourself now to move your consciousness from a location you may have adopted within or of the group and let it blend with the entire group energy. That group energy will be a more natural experience. It has a large amount of energy, not spread geographically or space-wise, but energy; energy that you are able to be conscious of.
And do not just replace one location with another location of a large amount of energy, but spread that throughout this consciousness of this energy, of this journey, of this group, using your light body to experience throughout the entire volume.
Now, expanding to find at least a part of the light body gridwork, that light body energy, a part of the earth plane at this point, but connecting to it, noticing it, expanding your experience not huge, but to a degree that you can to encompass some of it at this level, some of the gridwork, so that your consciousness is able to expand out onto this gridwork, to borrow, to share, to be.
Good. And finding in this ever-changing experience a place that you can expand your experience and have the gridwork be a part of that experience, or hold that experience, so that your beingness, your unique light signature is such a part of this larger energy that you can still experience this larger energy as a part of your experience, and that you can experience your light as your light and the gridwork as your light.
And for the choice that you are, the individuality that you are, you can choose to be a part of the light body gridwork and share its energy and share your unique energy with the light body gridwork, blending, interconnecting.
Good. And just letting that go now, and coming back to the light body gridwork, and then to your light body, and notice that with your awareness you can easily include a large volume of consciousness or include a small consciousness that you are used to, whichever works best at that moment to experience what is there, what you choose to focus upon, to experience.
Good. And just letting that go now, thanking your guide for assisting you in making those transitions, for being in all of those energies and locations perhaps.
Good. You are doing very well. It is our pleasure to be able to assist you in reaching these spaces.
And with that, letting yourself come back smoothly and easily, coming back to the time and space of the earth plane.
And with that, we bid you most pleasant journeys for now.
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Program 09 LB712E_09T Duane: Talk
Duane: Okay. We are going to continue venturing into this very indistinct, at least seemingly indistinct from the vantage point that we still have.
As we explore, as you get into those spaces more and more, then some of the things that DaBen talked about, some of the experiences you had in the main seminar with assimilating will make more sense. And sense is the wrong word here, but it will make more sense. It will be something in which you can hold that energy.
As we work more and more to this it will be holding in that larger consciousness, in that more diffuse, non-local, soft way, so that you have that as your way of being in the energy, of using the energy, where things are moving quickly enough that you can use consciousness, that it just appears as you set sort of a space for it. Like attracting like. That consciousness is there whether you were aware of it before and used it or not, it begins to be a fluid, dynamic thing.
Now, the ways that we have used dynamic we should be expanding that a little bit as well. Not dynamic in terms of fast moving or even ever-changing, but dynamic in that it is evolving, it is shifting with the changing energies, changing consciousness that is collecting, that is being around. So we will play with that in this next journey.
We a long time ago played with this idea of borrowing consciousness, so it is not totally new, but we are taking it to another experience level. Your skills have increased.
As you are able to experience as light, then lots of things that we have done that DaBen has shown us in past journeys, in past seminars, are increasing their relevance, increasing what you can do with them, what they have meaning for you. So this really gets enhanced and improved as this light contains much more information.
All right. Be inventive in noticing that light. You are not trying to notice it to be able to describe it. You are noticing it just because it gives you information. It gives you a perspective by just having noticed it. Even if it is fleeting you were aware, your consciousness came into contact with that.
As you are sensing here the language starts to disappear when you have non-fixity because everything that our language is really designed to use, even abstract concepts, is really designed around describing things that have a sort of a fixed nature, at least a boundary, at least some kind of intellectual boundary, at least some set of definitions. That is changing now as you explore here.
Your way in the past, and probably still a way in which you gain a lot of this information is through something we call intuition. Some of that is going to have the same sort of feeling as intuition, but it will be much richer than that, much deeper than that in its sense to you. Just notice the depth at which you can experience.
Now, the senses that you are building will make it easier, but it is sort of one of those where as you start opening the sense it is sensing more of it that builds more of that sense, and it is sensing more of it that builds more of that sense. So it is this back and forth.
It is learning, like learning a new language. Part of that learning a new language is learning the vocabulary where you have a language to build on to do that, at least a conceptual framework in your language that you are attempt to adopt to this new language, and that may be an accurate set of concepts or not. It may be that the tenses you use are not reproducible in this language you are learning. So it is discovering new concepts, new tenses, a new sense of time as well.
Just be patient with yourself. Just gain experience and it will begin to develop that sense.
Okay, I think that is probably all we need, maybe more mental than we should have.
Okay, get comfortable for a journey.
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Program 10 LB712E_10J DaBen: Playing with soft experience, non-fixity, flowing experience close to not in control
DaBen: Welcome.
As you explore now perhaps the best strategy that you, that we could have is to play, to play in these energies. So let us see if we can together develop a story, or better yet a game, that you might use to explore.
And in designing our game, as you acquire an experience, like the experience you have right now in leaving ordinary reality and moving to the light body, part of that involved a process of letting some of the distinct boundaries and the way matter operates, the way you have become used to moving in the world in a physical way begins to change, and ends up where light can interact with light or pass through light.
And by the slightest thought, the slightest twitch of a thought, change your experience of this light in the light body. By opening in a different way, by increasing your observation, you are getting feedback. You are creating light in the light body by your being conscious.
So you are doing a balance. You are playing the game of imagining light, imagination as both imagination and imagination as a sense, so that your imagination is sensing a particular light, type of light, movement of light, noticing many more details than we could put into your language.
So let us play with that now. Just pick one of the frequencies, one of the pure energies that these beings have shown us and we have helped them construct that purity around our energies.
And as you pick that area, whatever experience is there, and begin to construct that in pure energy. Recognize that at each construction, each addition, it may change the whole structure. The fixity of the structure may change. It may change in a cause and effect sort of way that you have carried with you from the earth plane where you did this, you thought this way, you have visualized the energy, you had imagined it this way and it happened.
And, or, it may have just become that way from its own energy, its own consciousness, the consciousness that you are in and of. It may have been something that you could have predicted by your past experience, again a cause and effect, where if you used this frequency in this way you gained these experiences of light.
Now, let us play a game of bringing elements together just as a sort of exercise to find out what your experience will be. And given that experience just notice that there is still the tendency to resort back to this experience was the result of this cause.
Let your consciousness just be that experience. Let the flow of this natural consciousness bring about your moment-to-moment consciousness, your even consciousness in no time, so that you have that light signature being created out of the light of consciousness, becoming the light of your experience, becoming consciousness, becoming whatever spread throughout, so that you are able to be in and of that energy more and more completely.
Good. And now, playing this game that we have constructed. At this level of the game you are doing better in the game if you are able to be your experience and have that experience be as engaged as you would like, spread throughout an area that enables you to engage more consciousness in your experience, to include a greater breadth and depth of consciousness, and to let that consciousness coming together be your next experience.
Not for any particular goal, not to create a particular energy, but just to experience the next energy, the next experience, the next light. You are expanding upon things that we have played with, experiences we have played with in the being space, so that you are in that space experiencing, experiencing the next.
Remember doing better in this game is not anticipating the experience you expect to have, but fully embracing the experience that does come, fully as you can experiencing that in light, in energy, borrowing consciousness in order to experience it more completely perhaps, to have an experience as full as possible of the very nature of that consciousness, however you bring together the consciousness necessary to do that.
An experience, and soon the boundaries between those experiences begin to be, or already are, fairly soft as well, not fixed. So it soon can become on most time scales that you experience a sort of continuous stream of experience, slight shifts in the light, much as you played with the layers of light beings, a light show of experience, an evolution, an evolving experience.
Good. And notice that flow there right now, this opening in this energy, this experience flowing to experience flowing to experience without any anticipation, just being that experience as it flows, a sense of that constancy, a sense even of some of that purity of energy that flows, that openness, the variety of this energy.
Where the game that you have been working at mastering begins to have a beauty in its own right of a flow, a flow of consciousness, where that you at this level, at this way in which to organize your experiences can really get a sense of and be comfortable with, having sensed this, that you are not in control, that you are in this flow, that you can influence its expression that we will get into in many later journeys at a later time.
And it is in this process that you are bringing your understandings, your skills, your senses of assimilation so that the experiencer of these energies is joined with the experience of the flow, has assimilated that as a process, a consciousness, a level of consciousness that so is at one in the flow that there is a feedback between experiencing this flow and being in the flow, a balance.
Very good. You are just at the edges. You sensed this space, you are at the edges of being able to hold that experience in a non-fixed way, in a soft boundary sort of way, but you are still playing the game of not having it become a particular experience or a more solid experience.
So we will play that, you are doing very well, and we will play at that in the next journey.
So thanking your guide now, just recalling the play of this experience. It will be perhaps elusive for a little while, but not for long. So thanking your guide again and coming back to the light body, the light body cocoon, to the space and time of the earth plane.
And with that, we bid you most pleasant journeys for now.
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Program 11 LB712E_11T Duane: Talk
Duane: It is getting to be an exciting space that you are opening up, where you can begin to look at something that has been a paradox for a long time, and what DaBen has talked about, that we have attempted to reach a space that we could successfully hold that paradox and be on both sides of it without it being a paradox. We are getting close to being at a level or a depth of experience that we can do that.
In this past journey and in this next journey and maybe several more we will be looking at that, and that is that you are not in control. You really just are not in control of these energies. You are in and of this consciousness, and this consciousness is evolving. You are not in control of that.
You are beginning to get a sense though, and what we will do in the April seminar is look in depth at that, we will do a little bit this time as well, that you are not in control and you are expressing that. In that area you have a whole range of choices as to how to express that, and how you want to be, your light signature, who you are that expresses that.
So we are getting close to seeing that balance. It is related to level. But we will go even more deeply into expression, and recognize that as we do, as we get into that area, that more and more you are surrendering to that flow. So we will play with that some.
But let us for right now stay with an experience at this level and of joining the flow, being in the flow. We have played a lot with that over many classes, being in the flow, being in that direction and so on. And it is often talked about in other styles of meditation or popular culture, being in the flow, that sort of sense of energy here.
The quality of experience that you are bringing to this now gives you whole new dimensions, whole new aspects to what that could mean to you as an experience. So go as deeply into that as you can.
I use this word, we have used it before, we have played a lot with it, we have developed various levels of being in this sort of space, so I use it very lightly here, and do not take it as something that is a have-to.
But if you could anticipate and actively surrender some of the energies that you are finding becoming fixed, if you just surrender to the flow they should be able to easily dissolve or become a part of the flow again, so that fixity begins to disappear, that sense that it will become fixed or the natural sense of having it fixed begins to just disappear.
That you have gone beyond needing to do that. You have enough information that satisfies your consciousness at that experience. Pretty soon, as in this last journey, pretty soon that experience begins to lose its sort of setup as well. It is not a moment-to-moment sort of thing any longer.
So begin to notice, to play with where that edge, that boundary, at what happens when that begins to happen. Just notice playing in that way.
Okay, I think that is all we need.
With your degree of holding your experience as light now be as observant as you can of the ways that DaBen and the energies that he is holding for you each individually might enhance your experience. Just notice and follow them as you like or as you wish.
Okay, get comfortable for a journey.
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Program 12 LB712E_12J DaBen: Experience of deeper flow, being space, experiences softly flowing to experiences
DaBen: Welcome.
Good. And connecting with your guide now.
Good. You are returning to that sense of space quite naturally. So enhance that experience now, and moving to the light body and the higher light body energies and that non-fixed experience, that diffuse, non-local experience, borrowing consciousness.
Begin by being inventive in playing this game of not having any experience become fixed in that way, so that as you experience these boundaries, the energies, it becomes very soft.
As your experience moves from one to the next, notice more and more, borrowing consciousness as needed to experience more deeply these experiences as they blend from one to the other.
Good. And now, let us look at this flow of energy, the variations, transitions, as it were, in that flow.
Joining with this energy now, your experience as deeply as you would choose to experience it, the being space. In the beginning using as much consciousness as you can choose or bring to your experience of the being space, until as your experience becomes a soft transition of experience, a flow of experience, you even more deeply become that being, this being space, more fully experience all consciousness.
And in that energy you perhaps occasionally glimpse, and if it becomes solid your attention is focused more on this light signature than on being and being space, but occasionally you might glimpse your light as a part of that flow of energy.
Noticing the specifics and content, so to speak, of the consciousness of this all consciousness, of your consciousness spread throughout, where that flow begins to take on the nature of flowing from some denser energy up through your experience and then dissolving, and in as large or small a volume as you choose to experience, including that all consciousness as the outer edges, soft boundaries of what you can experience.
Very good. Just notice the light and the qualities of this space, the opening, the flow, the experience from experience from experience, the being space opening, noticing those qualities of light and the depth of your ability.
Good. And just letting that go now, just recalling this wonderful flow, the depth of experience.
And this is a development in your signature of light, this capability.
And thanking your guide now and letting yourself come back smoothly and easily, recalling this experience, translating as much of it back as you can or would like, even becoming shimmer in the Renawre cocoon.
Letting yourself come back now smoothly and easily, and with that, we bid you most pleasant journeys for now.
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Program 13 LB712E_13T Duane: Talk
Duane: Okay. In this next journey we are going to see if we cannot expand our experience, the senses we use to experience, and change the way that we hold some of that experience perhaps, so that you have that diffuse energy, that non-local, non-locality for you who are, to the degree that you can identify your experience, and to not let still things become too fixed or solid in the way that you experience.
So that you have an energy, you have an experience and then that blends to another experience, and blends to another, so that you have that sort of constant flow.
Early on as we were gaining enough harmony back in the vibrational energy bodies as we each worked with those, we were looking at emotional flow. And many of us got caught in this emotion being important, and the next emotion, well, that is even more important, and well, that is less important, and just focused on the emotions. DaBen kept reminding us that what was important was not the emotions themselves, but the flow from emotions.
It is very similar, but at a much higher level here. It is not the experience and noticing the details of experience that is as significant to your consciousness as the flow from one experience to the next to the next in a very soft, fluid way, so that you have that flow.
The consciousness that your experience is motivating for you, that experience is bringing out a motivation of consciousness, but you do not need to figure that out. You just need to experience it and let it flow, experience it and let it flow.
We are thankfully getting beyond in many, many areas now of our explorations here beyond language; beyond the distortion of language, beyond the significance and hard edges that language puts on our experience. You can just have that experience. It can be a whole experience and it flows to the next, flows to the next. And what becomes important is that flow.
As we gain that sense of flow then what becomes a real advantage to us is that the way we sense those energies in that experience, and thus in the flow to the next, is that we have as full a sense of that experience as possible. And you have already developed lots of senses.
I am more and more convinced that those of us who are drawn by the light body already have some ability to sense the light body energies, and I think that is what attracts us to them, is that we have some of that sense, and we are building additional senses to that.
So just pay some attention to what you can sense. The how you are sensing, I would say pay almost no attention to how you are doing it. When your mind gets drawn into the how, you cannot even say how you walk across the room in any effective way. You cannot teach somebody else how to do it by telling them how to do it, but you can demonstrate it, you can get into spaces that they can sense.
DaBen can create spaces that you can sense. We have been doing for a long time. We are open to that, we are sensing that. So just notice what it is that you are sensing, but again, not in any language way, in a light way.
Let us take an example. This last journey nearly all of you got to some level, and most of you spent a good deal of time in that flow in the new sense of being space. You got to that sense of what that flow was like, of the qualities of that energy, and that was an experience. It required a more developed sense of that than you had on Friday. So as you notice these energies just notice what it is you are able to sense, how complete it is.
We have also gone — let me find the right word — beyond is sort of a right word. We have gone beyond having to translate it to language, which is a real breakthrough, but we have also gone beyond having to have it be a particular part of our being able to notice, to pay attention to. We have softened our ability to experience that, so that we are no longer focusing on this, we are focusing on the whole thing, on the whole of our experience.
So using visuals or using felt sense is less important now than that whole sense. So whether or not you saw things visually or still see things visually, it is nice when it is there, use it for sure, and do not place too hard an edge on it. Do not try to interpret too much. If you see particular colors, oh, those are nice colors, but do not say that is red and this means the following. Just let it be this part of your whole experience. Felt sense the same way. So that you have this sort of flow, constant flow.
Okay. Let us play with that in this next journey. Maybe we will ask the layers of light beings to show us a little deeper their energy. There is a lot more depth than we are using of theirs yet.
Okay, get comfortable for a journey.
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Program 14 LB712E_14J DaBen: Expanding senses, by sensing light as experience, with layers of light beings for a base of flow light
DaBen: Welcome.
You are doing very well. You are in and out of that very high state; confusion. Where sometimes you have grasped it and other times it is gone. And sometimes it is almost there and other times you have not a clue. You are in a very high place. Just stay in this energy, stay in this flow, as you have learned so well over the explorations of the light body and the spaces that you have gained. Once you have gained those spaces they are just so a part of your consciousness, so easy a part of your being, and this will too.
Good. And finding the light body, the light body cocoon now, connecting with your guide, and even in this experience just let it flow to the next without a particular focus on anything that we have directed you to.
You have a flow of experiences. Those experiences are more and more light, more and more light that you have a felt sense about, or perhaps a visualization, but more and more they are just light.
Good. And enjoying the beauty of that experience, that flow. And as you experience that flow, that beauty, that energy that is here, at some sensory level, somehow without bringing it into an inventory or a language or account of any kind, just sort of take a measure of how it is that you are sensing, what those senses are telling you.
How close to your experience is that energy? Are you seeing it, experiencing it from a greater distance or right intimate? Is there any time involved? Is it a now or in no time or what is its cycle, its constancy? How many elements are there in this experience that you have?
Without being very diligent in account notice that you may expand your ability to perceive these energies just by noticing that you are able to perceive many, many more.
As you play in this way, as you expand your senses, or notice senses you have already expanded and in so noticing you expand them more, it is as though you are training these senses to notice more, to be more refined, to give you in an instant more information, in light, in patterns, in all of the possible ways that this light can vary, in, as you have played, with those pure energies, components of the pure energies.
Let us begin increasing our awareness of these senses, these light experiences, by asking the layers of light beings to assist in opening our ability to experience. So begin by playing those layers of light. You are well familiar with these beings and they respond easily to your skill at playing now.
And as they begin to play harmonies of light to your playing of your experience you might begin to notice not only the harmonics but sort of an additional frequency, a carrier, a base sort of frequency in their playing. That their harmonics is built upon your playing and there is a constancy, a base to that as well. And not necessarily a base as a sound would be, but a quality of light that can underlie, and you can sense that carrying the light, carrying all the variations and vibrations.
And notice as much about that base light, not light in a visual sense perhaps, but a subtle energy, the way in which that energy flows, the way in which that light has a foundation, a base, a reflection.
And as you continue to play with these layers of light beings asking them to enhance that, to make it stand out more so that you might experience it, so that you might really notice it in detail, much as you notice the constancy of the beings from the portal or the constancy of emotional flow, the constancy of mental fluidity and physical ease, the constancy that you are now sensing in greater and greater detail in a different way, the constancy of the being space and your ability to be.
Good. And now thanking these layers of light beings.
Good. And just letting that go now, being your experience, thanking these beings, coming back to the light body, the light body cocoon, thanking your guide, and coming back smoothly but very evenly at a good rhythm back to the time and space of the earth plane.
And with that, we bid you most pleasant journeys for now.
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Program 15 LB712E_15T Duane: Talk
Duane: We are going to continue to look at this sort of base energy, base frequency, this flow, this constancy of flow, those energies that we are playing with, that we even began on Friday playing with those, finding a sort of pattern or way of experiencing, emotional flow having its sort of tone and energy.
We have been playing in one way or another for a number of journeys with that. And your skill now is getting to the level where you can really look in depth.
So let us use the beings that deal in pure energies, what we first explored as frequencies, let us look at those and see what we might learn of our ability to experience by constructing that base or this flow energy, this flow light from those more pure energies.
Okay, get comfortable for a journey.
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Program 16 LB712E_16J DaBen: Sensing your senses more deeply, with pure energies and layers of light
DaBen: Welcome.
Connecting with your guide now and moving to the light body, the cocoon as far out as you can comfortably hold, just stretching a little bit to hold that entire volume in your awareness, the various parts of the cocoon, front and back, and various depths in the cocoon, each potentially different energies, mixing, combining, creating an experience, a broader and broader range of experience, so that you have a base, a part of this flow that has a light that forms sort of a carrier, a base.
With your guide now let us move to the portal, using the layers of light beings as a way to experience the opening of that portal.
Good. And as you play those layers of light now and you experience being invited by these pure energy beings to explore again.
Good. And as you explore with these beings now these pure energies that you have explored before, but hold a base light, much as you have held now with the being space, your experience, one experience flowing to the next to the next, a similar sort of light carrying, being that space.
Begin to just be that experience, that light for these beings and notice how they begin to construct for you pure frequencies, pure light, pure energies, that begin to resemble, in fact be a representation of clearer, cleaner, smoother, more flowing, a better base energy, a better base light that you might learn to create as well to add refinement to your experience by putting together these pure energies in a way that is your experience enhanced.
Notice with these pure energies that that base is finer, more transparent even, forming a more steady and open experience for you to build upon, for you to notice the patterns and these energies.
Good. And now, noticing how it is that you are able to sense this energy, what this energy being sensed is like, and then just letting that go, being your experience, thanking these beings for their gift of organizing these pure energies in a way that you can construct your experience of this light, this base light.
Again, thanking these beings, and coming back with the layers of light beings and thanking them for holding such a stable opening of the portal, and then moving to your experience of the light body, thanking your guide, and then just being your experience for a moment, enjoying the depth and breadth and ability to so fully experience.
Good. And just letting that go now and smoothly and easily coming back to the time and space of the earth plane, at your own pace and rhythm.
And with that, we bid you most pleasant journeys for now.