Seminar Journeys (J) and Talks (T)
Friday Transcripts
Sunday Transcripts
We are providing these transcripts as a way to assist you in understanding DaBen's instructions. The spoken word is different than when it is presented in writing, and these are not intended to take you into the light body spaces. We do not guarantee that these are perfect transcriptions of the journeys, nor are they intended to be. The journeys and talks given at the seminar will be posted as transcribed by our transcriber. Transcripts when complete will be put into PDF format several months after the seminar, and can be downloaded so you can read it on your computer or print it out.
Directory of Saturday Programs
Program 17 LB975E_17T Duane: Talk
Program 18 LB975E_18J DaBen: Expanding on experience of flow, pace, rhythm, opening into spaces
Program 19 LB975E_19T Duane: Talk
Program 20 LB975E_20J DaBen: Expanding into portal with constancy beings, beyond and of earth plan
Program 21 LB975E_21T Duane: Talk
Program 22 LB975E_22J DaBen: Coalescing your experience around consciousness using attention
Program 23 LB975E_23T Duane: Talk
Program 24 LB975E_24J DaBen: Assimilating, first glimpse
Program 25 LB975E_25T Duane: Talk
Program 26 LB975E_26J DaBen: Going through portal to beings to assist with experiencing your individuality
Program 27 LB975E_27T Duane: Talk
Program 28 LB975E_28J DaBen: Assimilating into existing consciousness through remembering
Program 29 LB975E_29T Duane: Talk
Program 30 LB975E_30J DaBen: Discovering your dream, your motivating energy, perhaps from spark of your becoming an individual
Program 31 LB975E_31T Duane: Talk
Program 32 LB975E_32J DaBen: Reaching deeper into deep energy of the constancy beings
Program 17 LB975E_17T Duane: Talk
Duane: Okay. As we have been playing with a variety of energies we are going to continue that and add a couple other experiential areas.
As we do, perhaps a way for you to at least begin to hold it in a sort of intellectual way, sort of conceptual way, is that as you gain more and more ability here, more skills, more ability to sense this energy, that you will accelerate in some ways, or at least reach a new level in which your personality, your ability to think about things changes so that there is not the fixedness or the certainty, or you-know-it-is-this-way type of feeling or interaction or way of holding those energies.
In the beginning, at least intellectually, if you decide to push in that area it is going to be perhaps a little uncomfortable. But the good news and the bad news both is that all you have to do is call back some of the personality interactions you have had for these many years and the fixity comes right back. And you have worked so hard to let it go. Just be light with that whole process.
For these journeys we are looking for that lack of fixity, that everything is a possibility sort of sense or feeling. At an energy level, at the light level that we are now getting our experience to move quickly into and communicate almost entirely in that way, then there are certain constraints. The beings we did last yesterday will assist us looking at some of that, but there is really just possibility, just potential.
Almost any energy thing that you can accomplish you can bring into some way of experiencing as light, and play with as light, and be in that energy as light. And then as you are there, then the possibilities of it becoming something on earth plane, or at least a way of holding — or I should not say at least, because that is one of the great advantages, is that you now have a much larger way of holding earth plane energy, and with holding it in that way, then the whole perception you have of the earth plane has the possibility of changing and being in that moment, or being as you hold it.
So as we play just hold that lightly, that back and forth balance between everything is a potential, everything is a possibility, it lacks that fixity.
Even the terms “potential” and “possibility,” hopefully you get it to the place that those are just part of your natural energy for you. That you are not even looking at them as a distinguishing, as a boundary between what is manifest and what is potential, that that boundary begins to just dissolve in your experience as light. We will play with that.
Now, as we play with these beings, and probably we will do it in the next journey or the journey after, one of the ways in which we have language to describe is that there is a certain density, a certain pattern and order, and that might indicate, at least as you translate that, that there is a certain rigidity or fixity to that energy. There really is not. It is an order at a level below, and we will start seeing if we can find that distinction, experience that distinction.
Okay. I think that is all we need in terms of introduction. Probably as usual describing it makes it sounds harder than it is. It is just a shift, just a float into it is all just moving energy, the being space enhanced, so we will play with it from that perspective as well.
Okay, get comfortable for a journey.
Program 18 LB975E_18J DaBen: Expanding on experience of flow, pace, rhythm, opening into spaces
DaBen: Welcome.
As we explore in this way, as we open to these energies, let yourself be in those spaces in a very light way, so that you are sensitive to even small changes in your experience.
Good. And connecting with your guide now, and asking your guide to assist you in riding these energies very lightly, being carried in a very light way, so that your connection to these energies is held very lightly and yet being carried by them, in them, with them, surrendering to that flow.
Good. And moving to the light body now, and you may find that you are often in these more neutral, floating, flow spaces in the light body, or aware of its energies, where you have a great deal of skill to hold those patterns, to be in those energies.
Very good. Experiencing that flow intermingled with the being space your experience begins to be this of light, in the light equivalence of that flow, that can move deep into your experience from a physical that we have explored in depth here, the emotional, the mental fluidity.
Good. Looking at that larger energy now that you are becoming, an individual in the earth plane energy, and let us look at the nature of that energy that you are in and of in this bringing about, in looking at that energy.
And noticing that spark, that energy of creation, as it were, of you as an individual, is there and is a part of your experience, a part of your basic driving force of your consciousness.
Placing even more attention on that spark of creation, that energy of your being an individual that enables you to have your unique energy, to make your unique imprint on this consciousness that you are in and of, to contribute to, to take part in, to absorb.
In this way we will begin to do our opening of assimilating this energy in a more thorough manner, one that matches your consciousness now more completely and opens to your evolving consciousness.
In this way you begin to hold both and be both and not fixed in any one particular way of balancing these energies of this larger consciousness, this being space that you are in, and your individuality that you are in. That you have expressions that you possibly cannot even really draw the boundaries between your individual expression and your being of this larger energy that you are expressing.
And yet it is not a static sort of thing. You are beginning to move and flow, sometimes more attention on the larger group of energies, sometimes more on your individual nature. And with light that becomes a very easy thing to do at your level of skill and senses and consciousness.
Using your light body cocoon now to notice the connections you have to light body energy, that large gridwork on the earth plane, the consciousness of the light body of the earth plane.
As you use your attention in this way, noticing that energy and the soft way in which you can experience that lack of it being any particular way, not fixed in any particular way, able to respond to your changes in attention and the changes in the energy that you are in, maintaining a consciousness that you are in and of and have influenced in this moment, and with your skill continue to influence, to be in this space, to have this state of consciousness.
Good. And now, just noticing this space that you have created an experience of as light, a sense of flow, an extension of the being space due to your consciousness, your revealed consciousness in this flow, in this way in which you hold the energy as light.
Now, just letting that go, recalling the qualities of the experience here, the qualities of light, the sense of flow, the bringing together, and there will be more and more of this bringing together those senses of flow that we have been playing with, that you have been exploring, that you have been drawn to for many, many of your explorations in the spiritual realm.
Now, just thanking your guide and letting yourself come back, smoothly and easily, knowing that you can have this experience, adjusted for the level of energies that you are at, anytime you choose.
Good. And smoothly and easily now coming back to the time and space of the earth plane.
And with that, we bid you most pleasant journeys for now.
Return to top
Program 19 LB975E_19T Duane: Talk
Duane: Okay. This next journey we are going to go into this a little more deeply, see if we can use the beings that we played with last to assist us in holding — the right word is not easy to find — it is a foundation, but we usually think of foundation as a sort of build-upon type of energy.
This energy that we played with, that we will play with more with these beings, can be built upon, but it also is very reflective of the constancy of the energy that you are tuning into all the time. And out of that constancy then there is also that dynamic, so that you are in that energy, you are of that energy. We will see if we can get you to an experience more deeply of that in this next journey.
Be as fluid as you can as we do this journey, just noticing the patterns that are there. Let yourself flow with that energy, be in the space, sensitive to the changes in the way that the space changes and flows.
As you do, find just the right balance for you between noticing the portal energy that these beings are holding, or invited you into and holding for you, and earth plane and the consciousness there, finding just that right balance, very fluid and flexible on the way you do your experience. It is within that balance that we are really seeking to find this next sense, this next way of holding that flow.
Okay, get comfortable for a journey.
Return to top
Program 20 LB975E_20J DaBen: Expanding into portal with constancy beings, beyond and of earth plane
DaBen: Welcome.
Very good. Notice as this energy becomes your experience and you experience that as light that there is a greater depth that you can have in this experience as light, and finding the extensions, or at least some of the extensions, of that energy enables you to experience more completely as light, and thus respond to as light, find that harmonies as light.
Good. And connecting with your guide now, and asking your guide to help you maintain an awareness on how fluid you can be in navigating, for lack of a better term, these energies, and experiencing even more solidly the nature of that energy.
Good. And moving to the light body now, extending the light body cocoon out as far as you can easily hold, just a little bit further, so that you have that energy all about you and are being drawn out to areas just beyond what you can easily hold, and experiencing each area of your cocoon that is different light or different patterns, or delayed or ahead of your central, for lack of a better term, experience, your normal experience.
Now, begin playing those layers of light, drawing to you the layers of light beings, opening the portal, the layers of light beings finding the harmony as you play your experience, an essence of your experience right now, being in this way, encompassing all time or just this instant, but as reflective, as expressive as you can make this light show of your experience, the essence of your experience.
And you can gain the attention of these beings that we played with, this constancy of energy, this deep sense of love as pure energy, by just being in that early part of that constancy space, that constancy energy.
Thanking the layers of light beings. They are happy to assist in this opening, which enables you and them to experience it more completely, the open energy, expansive energy beyond earth plane energy of the portal.
And the one or two beings that might assist you now, just notice the constancy of that energy and begin to harmonize with it, and then begin to be that energy as completely, as fully, as accurately as you can in your experience.
Notice this constancy now so that all the finer vibrations begin to fade from your attention, so that you experience this underlying, this carrying energy that these beings are holding for you, showing you how to experience, acquainting you with the underlying, for lack of a better term here, energy that enables your consciousness, enables your connection with consciousness at the level that you are connecting to that energy.
Very good. Just holding that space now, your experience as light. Move your attention even more deeply into the light that is your experience now, that is your translation of that constancy, and ask your guides here, these beings, to assist you in going more deeply into that energy, the brightness as you open that energy.
Playing in this way, discovering, opening up your ability to experience these energies by moving out into the portal when your guides or these beings invite you more deeply into this portal energy, out to a mixture of energies including the earth plane and beyond the earth plane.
And from these energies now that you can experience more and more fully and in depth as light, your experience becomes light, begin to notice that you can use and be in some of these energies that the earth plane is in. That you can begin to in a conscious way notice the qualities of light as you expand out here. And that this is an opportunity as you develop your consciousness and your senses, your ability to stay and move deeply within this constancy energy.
Very good. Now, being even more inventive, even more patterns at levels, the nature of this experience as light. And as you notice these energies, they are beyond the earth plane but the earth plane is in, provides a way in which to counterpoint the energies that you normally experience and gain a perspective as to how the nature of those energies complement these non-earth plane energies, and vice versa, and giving you additional perspectives on your experience as light.
Now, just letting that go, thanking these beings, using their assistance to return to the portal entrance, the portal boundary, and using your guide to be in your light body, the light body cocoon, having experienced this energy to this depth and level, enjoying this honor and privilege that you have so well earned.
Good. And now smoothly and easily letting that energy go, using your guide to bring those energies together, to find the higher vibrational expressions, to return to your presences on the earth plane at the level of the light body.
Good. And thanking your guide and coming back smoothly and easily to the time and space of the earth plane, at your own pace and rhythm.
And with that, we bid you most pleasant journeys for now.
Return to top
Program 21 LB975E_21T Duane: Talk
Duane: Okay. As you play in this way, as you notice these energies, you are moving to a place that you can experience the earth plane having some sense of energies beyond the earth plane, comparable planes to the earth plane, so that you are now able to get outside of just that area, just that sense of the way energy works. And you have the skill of experiencing as light to show you that. So we are going to play with that perspective, or use that perspective in a number of ways.
In this next journey we are going to look at that in just sort of your recall. We probably will not do the beings, depending on how DaBen wants the energy set. But we are going to look at your ability to notice where you place your attention and how instrumental placing your attention can be in where your consciousness goes and how that moves.
I heard a cute phrase, where attention goes, energy flows. Let us see if we cannot get a greater grasp of that, on what that means. That is a trite phrase in some ways, but it gives an inner truth that you hopefully will discover a deeper experience of in this journey.
So as you play here you are holding this lightly, you have the constancy, you have the sense of flow from the physical ease to emotional flow to mental fluidity, you have the constancy of the beings, you have the being space, all starting to come together at some spectrum or some signature of energy, and the energy that you are and the energies that you choose to pay attention to that you are in, so that we are finding a way to balance now, a way to expand this.
Now, one of the comments at the break I will share because it is very instructive on what DaBen is opening for you here. As you get into some of these spaces it is as though you want more attention units. As a physical mind, physical being, it seems we have a certain number of attention units, and that we can use them up pretty quickly. Many of us have gotten clever about, okay, if I do this I can gain a little bit more, I can let that represent this, and so you can gain more of this. But as you get into this space you sort of reach a limit.
DaBen has been showing you and you have been learning how to expand that limit in the light body, at the light body level, for a long time. Multi-pointed consciousness was to help you expand that, because back then you had already reached your limit. Now you are expanding way beyond that, and you can expand even further beyond that.
I say “you,” but it is really you and the energy that you are connected with that you can easily use then to expand into. You are never separated from a group, from consciousness, and that consciousness has orders, has groups that it comes down through, and it is very fluid and flexible on the way that that energy comes about.
Just notice that you have all of that assistance, that you can borrow a huge amount of attention units with just the right skill. And it does not take much, just noticing that it is possible. That is one of the things that DaBen wants to draw you into in this next journey as well.
Now, as you do that use your entire light body as a way to process those energies, that light, so that you have got a little portion of light body out here for a certain way out looking and experiencing one thing for you, and beyond that another thing, and beyond that another thing, and over here something else, and over here.
So that you begin to get an overall sense of the energy by expanding your use of your attention in the light body, a sort of multi-pointed consciousness within the light body. So that you are now experiencing as light and you are using the whole of the cocoon in an expanded variety of ways.
Now at first it may be as many of you sort of experienced the being space. At first the being space, DaBen was asking you to take that experience and expand it out to everything. Well, you run out of the ability to do that pretty quickly, and so you just say, well, I will take this little piece as representing that, and then you have still got limits.
It becomes this blurry thing for a while, but it is an experience. It is an experience of the being of beingness that carries value to you, that you can experience, that takes you out into farther areas. Now we are playing, we are playing that balance, expanding our ability to pay attention, to have attention in these areas.
Now, that attention need not be all equal. If you are working a math problem, that is a certain kind of attention, very fixed, you know the rules, you are working the rules, calculus, whatever, you are working those rules to use that as a system.
Most of what you will do in the light body was never ever that tight, never ever that fixed. As you gain the skills here, as your consciousness is out there, you realize that if you do not even try to fix it there, you gain ability to be conscious in a huge degree.
So play with that as well. An impression is maybe all that you need or all that there is at this moment in that particular area of your consciousness. It is again back to dynamic.
Okay. Just follow the energies as DaBen leads us, and if you find yourself being drawn out into an experience, then ignore the next instructions by DaBen because you are getting out there. If you notice yourself getting really tight, then pay extra attention to what DaBen is saying, and try to find his underlying energy that he is holding for you, so that you have that capability.
Okay, get comfortable for a journey.
Return to top
Program 22 LB975E_22J DaBen: Coalescing your experience around consciousness using attention
DaBen: Welcome.
Is not consciousness a wonderful thing to be, to explore, to have no limits, where acquiring consciousness acquires more consciousness? It gives you the impetus, the desire to acquire more consciousness, and the consciousness to do so.
And connecting with your guide now, and moving to the light body, the light body cocoon. You might ask your guide for assistance in being inventive about ways to notice the connections between your attention and your experience.
Where for this journey, exercise, you are just exploring what is possible, and moving from one experience to the next, and to many experiences, to the next many experiences, to spaces, to multiple spaces, to the many states of consciousness that you have to choose from to experience those spaces, the energy of the consciousness.
Good. And now, just to get us started, as it were, as group, as an individual, just recall a pleasant time in nature among trees, among lots of trees in a forest. Just recall a time, perhaps a pleasant summer day or a lightly snowy winter day, where you can notice and tune into, for lack of a better word, but to notice the consciousness of the trees that are immediately around you.
And expand that now by paying attention not to just those trees, but the trees that are beyond but still close, until you have come up to maybe 100 trees, each a consciousness, 100 consciousnesses that you can be aware of their life force energy for sure, and even to some degree from this perspective now their consciousness.
They know what kind of day it is. Is it a winter day, a summer day? Many of these trees will have lifespans far beyond your lifespan in terms of your earth years.
Now, using your attention in this way you should be able to easily handle individually attention on 100 trees, and with a little bit of balancing notice each one as an individual, all in your imagination as energy here, recalling or basing that recalling on some experience that you have as a memory.
Now, take that 100 trees and go out as far as the forest goes, thousands of trees, tens of thousands of trees, each processing the air about it to grow, creating its beingness out of the air, and sunlight, and precipitation, the moisture, all of that, conscious how it is doing that.
And at thousands of trees perhaps you need assistance now in your attention. You might begin by using the trees themselves, this group of trees as a group, you can begin to experience that as a group, and that frees up some attention for other groups, and perhaps there are different species of trees and you can separate them that way, or some are on sunny sides of hills and some are on shade sides of hills and their consciousness has adapted to that. You may be able to use your attention in that way.
Or you can use the being space and begin to be that energy, to share, to be of that consciousness.
Be inventive and experiment. How do you hold those trees in your attention?
Now, if we may suggest that you bring your experience to light, you bring your attention to consciousness, that you pay attention to the trees’ consciousness. Let the like, being similar or the same as like, give you an order, and that consciousness like the being space, that you can hold an immense amount of consciousness, so it becomes easy to hold a thousand trees, to pay attention at consciousness.
And if you choose to notice more detail, it can be sort of like a roving flashlight or beam of light that pays attention, or many multi-points of consciousness, that you are holding all of that energy in your attention now as consciousness.
Good. And now through that consciousness, is this an early or late summer day? How far into the season are you? Or is it an early or late winter day? Is spring near or far, or is fall near or far? The consciousness will tell you that information from the consciousness within your attention, this group that you have formed.
Good. And now, just letting that go, and bring your attention to another area, to a time that you were out away from the city and city lights on an exceptionally clear night where the weather is totally clear, and you see above you trillions of stars, the Milky Way from the earth, the galaxy, and then trillions of other stars, many of which to your eye appear just as a star when they are actually billions of stars, galaxies.
And as your attention ponders this, begin to be drawn to your experience of your consciousness within and from the perspective of these trillions of stars, each with their own lifecycle, birth and death, a lifecycle measured in billions of years.
Many of those stars have chosen and have been resourceful enough to create planets around them, to coalesce planets, and that you can begin to notice those spaces in that consciousness of the stars where there is evolving consciousness that planets make possible at a different level, as though each star is acquiring a consciousness, and each potential planet will acquire consciousness or has acquired consciousness.
Many of these beings that we over our explorations of the light body and with the light body have explored, consciousnesses that perhaps have been created by these planets, that you are connected with a different kind of space, a like attracts like, so that the “distance” between your consciousnesses are such that your attention can notice their consciousness. And in some cases it may be easier to notice than your playing with the tree consciousness. This too is part of the being, the being space.
And then there are other areas that are in between the formation of matter that are just strictly consciousness organized in particular ways, consciousness that has found a way to connect, for lack of a better term, and in this case “connect” is a very inadequate term, but have found a way to connect to your ability to be conscious, to offer their assistance, to enjoy the contact, as it were.
Good. And even at this narrow range of consciousness, as it were, there is as far as the human mind is concerned an infinity of infinities of consciousnesses within this range that you could, with skill, have a contact, connection, communication with. And within that, your unique light signature is a part of this immense consciousness.
Very good. Now, just letting that go. Notice how you have used your attention here with the trees and with these stars, and how you have done this. You have opened energies. So it is not just attention units that makes this possible, your consciousness, but it is opening to the consciousness, its very nature itself, and as light you have almost an infinity of ways of that light organizing that creates unique, specific experiences that you will be capable of noticing in more and more detail.
Good. And now just letting that go. You are doing very well. Know that your unique signature, light signature, your consciousness, is an integral part of this large consciousness.
Good. And thanking your guide and coming back to the time and space of the earth plane, at your own pace and rhythm.
And with that, we bid you most pleasant journeys for now.
Return to top
Program 23 LB975E_23T Duane: Talk
Duane: You are doing very well. We are going to move in this next journey into another look. DaBen has not called out much the looks we have been doing at assimilating in the previous journeys, but we have been building skills. You have been building the ability to be in that space, introduced to beings to be in that space.
In this next journey let us see if we can look at what DaBen means by assimilating. And it is not just a fancier word for integrating. It is well beyond that. So we are looking at seeing if we can really hold that concept, idea, energy of assimilating to its fullest extent, much as we did in the last journey with consciousness where you begin to realize that you could have the attention units if you were able to experience them as consciousness, as light, that you could expand out into that.
Moving to those elements, then, you gained a large breadth of consciousness that you could “borrow,” use for that moment, or as long as you were able to place your attention there. Let us see if we can find something similar with assimilating.
Now, as we look at assimilating, to the degree that you can when DaBen uses the term, see if you can find the energy behind DaBen’s term or within the context of the energy that he is showing you, so that you have that as an experience, and then we will see if we can enter the arena of assimilating from that area rather than any intellectual way to start.
Okay, I think that is all we need, so get comfortable for a journey.
Return to top
Program 24 LB975E_24J Assimilating, first glimpse
DaBen: Welcome.
As you move to the light body now and connect with your guide notice the frequencies and patterns in the light body, the light body cocoon.
Good. And find within the light body cocoon very familiar patterns; patterns that you know, that welcome you, so to speak, when you become aware of your light body.
Good. And notice that at some point in time, if time is the appropriate word here, at some point your consciousness was able to, and did indeed assimilate a light body and those patterns, and maybe many others as well. But they became a natural extension, readily called part of your consciousness, of your unique way of organizing consciousness.
Good. Now that you have this space, let us look at now your process of building, of gaining this consciousness, of being conscious, and looking at your ability to be conscious of the energy level and consciousness level of the vast consciousnesses that are trees, the large numbers of those trees, the interconnections of a forest, the consciousness of the ecosystem that makes it possible for those trees and the interconnections of those ecosystems.
And recognize that at an opening to acquiring consciousness you have that ability in this area. You demonstrated that with your explorations with the trees. And in this particular case if you were to continue on similar circumstances, under similar finding consciousnesses, maybe finding consciousnesses of a particular species, and look at the range of consciousness.
Maybe pick your favorite species that humans have adopted as a pet, that they have chosen to form an association with for mutual benefit.
Begin to look at your experience with that species and doing something very similar here as you did with the trees, finding a few, and then more, and where they are located, and how mobile they are, and what they are naturally inclined to do or explore, or ways of relating to the world, to the same physical world as you, and the consciousness they have to do that, their affinities, their affections that make them your favorite species of human association.
And then begin to expand out with that now to larger numbers, to a larger view of the nature of their consciousness, how that consciousness is manifest in likes and dislikes of the species, of individuals within the species, of the nature of their organizing their senses and their expressing their consciousness.
Perhaps something you could measure in a variety of ways, a range of abilities, to use their abilities to smell or to hear, or to see into the less-light conditions of night, and the associations they make that make them even more valuable to you as an individual, their emotional connection, ability to bond, so to speak, intelligence to understand, to notice, to derive cues from you.
All the while expanding out to a larger and larger number, the whole variety of conditions that individuals of this species expand into, thrive within.
Good. And just as you begin to do this notice how it is that you are paying attention to that, and that as you do, your attention is expanded into this area.
And at the point that you begin to acquire a consciousness of the nature of that consciousness, of this species’ consciousness, and your consciousness, and the consciousness you are within, you can begin to notice the connections at varieties of levels, you have just begun the earliest part of assimilating that energy.
You might say that it is energy that you now are fluent in as light. You have an innate ability, a beginning of an innate ability, to converse at this consciousness. In more personality terms it would be a very refined intuition, or in those true cases perhaps then an animal whisperer as they might be popularly called now.
So that you or those particular individuals have begun to assimilate consciousness expanded from their own, in this case species, or from their own level, their own interaction, a whole variety of ways to expand and to assimilate. This is just but one, and just the beginning.
Good. And now, just letting that go. You have a beginning glimpse now of assimilating in this way. We will begin to explore more expansive views in journeys to come.
Good. And with that now, thanking your guide and smoothly and easily coming back to the time and space of the earth plane.
And with that, we bid you most pleasant journeys for now.
Return to top
Program 25 LB975E_25T Duane: Talk
Duane: Okay. You as individuals and as a group were able to get a lot of the essence of assimilating in the last journey. That will mean we have additional ways to explore and in experiencing in these upcoming journeys.
We can begin to really get in our consciousness the experiences we have, that we can follow that assimilating those energies, so that it is a process of you becoming a consciousness, an organization of your consciousness. Rather than just having an experience, it is becoming that consciousness, or becoming that experience, that range of experiences.
It is hard to find language for, but as a group and as individuals you did very well in the last journey, so we are just going to be adding to that.
The thing that I would like to emphasize, and if I use the word and not to imply something other than process, then you should know the way DaBen uses it is that it is all about process. Assimilating is a process. Acquiring consciousness is a process. Assimilating is a process.
And it is much more than integration in that with integration you are bringing the elements of your consciousness, some of your experiences together and you are combining them.
Assimilating is taking that energy in such a way that it is your experience. It becomes who you are at a more basic level, and the process of doing that then is a skill that we will use again and again as we explore.
In the next seminar when we look at inventing forms, or not forms per se to start, but inventing expressions onto your consciousness, assimilating will be a significant element of that. And I am not talking about Tuesday and Wednesday, I am talking about April. Two events in a year and I have to skip ahead to make sure.
As we explore in these areas be as open as you can to new experiences, new energies. Experience as light all of you are beginning to really be able to do that. See if you can let that be your predominate way in which you notice experiences and acquire experiences, so that you have that as your base of energy and flow.
As we look in these areas continue to play in a bigger volume, or a big volume, not a little focus. You need a bigger volume. It is a way in which you can then distribute the light and ways that you can experience differently and more openly. And it is a process of then letting the balance that happens as you experience happen in a broader area, more noticeable to you. The energy that can come in can be larger.
We have had this as a theme for some time, that we are often playing too small in our experiencing. So continue to play big here.
Okay. I think that is all we need in terms of introduction.
We are going to look at the portal again in this journey. The portal implies an opening. Do not let it be too literal for you. It is a shift in energy, again very large, so that you have that opportunity. It is more a shift in energy than a particular location of an opening. We are opening that portal for us to experience from the energies, and opening the portal for other beings to assist us in that opening. So we are playing back and forth there.
I think DaBen can do all the introductions for this new group of beings, so get comfortable for a journey.
Return to top
Program 26 LB975E_26J DaBen: Going through portal to beings to assist with experiencing your individuality
DaBen: Welcome.
Very good. As you explore here, as you expand into these spaces, make the connection with your guide.
Good. And then the light body, the light body cocoon, noticing the details, allowing your attention to discover and find more and more detail.
Good. Now, notice familiar patterns in the light body, the light body cocoon, the cocoon boundary as far out as you can comfortably hold in your awareness that entire volume, so that you have energy coming back to you.
Good. And now, begin playing those layers of light, just to begin that opening of the portal, and the layers of light beings assist you. They are happy to assist and to play and to bring this energy, harmonize, to take in their awareness these energies that you are attracting and drawing assistance from.
And finding the harmonies of your experience, and let these layers of light beings assist you in finding those harmonies so that you might play those as well, a back and forth of energy.
Using that light now, these layers of light, to move on your own into that level of this portal of energy, being sponsored by and on your own both.
Good. And with your guide and these energies let the layers of light beings bring to an opening energy, a sort of crescendo of light, just the right qualities, to open these portal energies.
And welcome these beings, a large number of beings, six to ten will probably be an assist to each of you as you play here.
So as you respond to and greet these beings with your energy, with your experience of the portal’s energy, so that you are recalling your experience in these energies from previous journeys and from previous experiences, you begin to open with this flow, the constancy of that energy, and these beings, these six to ten beings, coming in response to your particular energy, your individual energies.
Good. And now expressing again in your unique way of light, you need not play these layers of light, but expressing in light your energies, what you have been in the process of assimilating perhaps, or what your experience of your unique energy is, or your dreams, or your creation of becoming an individual.
And these beings begin to hold those energies, to translate them into a more universal, so to speak, way of experiencing light, so that you have in their realm, in their light, an introduction to your individuality, to you becoming an individual in this environment, where each and every experience in light is treasured and begins to attract like experiences, like light.
So the beings change and shift to match and to amplify and to bring about an expansion of your unique energies. So that as you play in these energies and opening the portal to this type of energy as well you have the opportunity to open these energies to match your unique energies, to be complementary to your unique energies, to bring about that breadth and depth of opening.
So that as you exchange, communicate as it were, more and more of your experience in the moment, in this time, however you are agreeing to define that with these beings that are assisting you in holding the space and creating opportunities for you to find further expressions of your individual, unique nature.
And you might notice here that as you find expressions for your unique energy with these beings’ assistance in this energy realm that you can begin to notice you are expanding into these different energies. The communication of light is very possible.
Good. Now that you have made this connection to this degree and strength, let yourself expand and be supported by these beings into moving into more of their realm, away from just the portal energy but through the portal to their realm, a very smooth and easy transition.
An easy way in which to be with your experience, to join in their activity, be invited into holding this space as they are doing now for a large, large number of beings, fairly distinctly different from an energy impression, but one in which your uniqueness and the group that is joining can add perhaps a much needed or insightful breadth of consciousness.
So you are invited to participate, much as you did with the layers of light beings, to harmonize in light to the beings around you and to the focus of their attention, adding your harmony to this large orchestra perhaps of light, of light show.
Pay particular attention now to the fine details of the experiences coming back to you, so that you can begin to process these energies, find the harmonies from your deeper experience.
And as you notice this process, this activity of these beings, it is coming to a level of consciousness that you can gain from by just being present and enjoy your contribution and the energy, so that you might experience this larger group of beings and their activity and your consciousness, and your original group or the group that is assisting you.
The group of these beings have an opportunity to draw your energy into greater and greater experiences of your individuality, of your beingness, of your presence in these styles and types of energy.
Good. And now just letting that go, and with these beings’ assistance coming back to the portal of energy, which you could reach at any time by just playing the layers of light, and accept the honor that these beings are paying you for your assistance, for the consciousness that is new to their experience.
Good. And with your guide’s assistance now moving back to the light body, the light body cocoon, the cocoon boundary as far out as you can, almost dissolving, so that you are being carried by this energy, and this energy is moving out so that you have room to expand now, to express this consciousness in this flow, to truly experience the details of that consciousness.
Good. And now just letting that go, thanking your guide, and coming back to the time and space of the earth plane, smoothly and easily at your own pace and rhythm coming back.
And with that, we bid you most pleasant journeys for now.
Return to top
Program 27 LB975E_27T Duane: Talk
Duane: DaBen is having you play with in a variety of ways using the portal, opening the portal both for your experience now and for assisting in opening to experiences that are to come, but to look at your experience of individuality, in this lifetime in particular, but opening to other lifetimes, aspect selves, other time ranges, the whole potential that is there. So that you get beyond time, beyond space in the normal way that we are looking at it, more in the like attracts like, so that you have that as an opening, a backdrop in which to play.
As you look in this energy, as you explore in this way, look at the process that just starts to happen automatically around your expression of your individual energy. You want to take on additional aspects. It is just a part of evolving, a part of the pressure that is there on consciousness to evolve, to create new consciousness, to be a part of new consciousness.
Just notice as we play in the next journey the more in-depth detail of assimilating that energy, of making a new you, so to speak, in your consciousness, and just begin to look at that as a process, as play.
As you do that there may be opportunities that enough of you will share that DaBen will call out so that you will be ready when they are there. There will be sort of an opening in that energy, sort of a gap in a stream of experience, and that is an opportunity for you to start connecting, to playing at consciously connecting energies.
A lot of what assimilating is, is around your consciousness of that process, of which this is an aspect.
Okay, get comfortable for a journey.
Return to top
Program 28 LB975E_28J DaBen: Assimilating into existing consciousness through remembering
DaBen: Welcome.
Again, enjoying that opening, that connecting that you are doing as you move to the light body, and connect with your guide, as you just move away from, higher than ordinary reality, a natural part of you process, unique to you in its detail, shared by all of those who can move into light body spaces or similar spaces, releasing that structure of your mind in organizing and ordering your experience, your stimulation, as it were.
Very good. And being your experience now, moving to the being space just to notice its qualities of flow, to remind yourself of its nature of flow and detail, that rhythm that you are becoming used to.
Good. And now, recalling some of your experiences in the last journey with those beings, of the nature of light there, of the translations that were happening of that light that made it more experiential for you, and what those translations meant in terms of the patterns of light, and what the patterns of light had in terms of an experiential meaning to you, degree of opening or flow, the nature of the being space as it has changed or shifts in those environments, as it were.
Good. And as you play here, as you notice the qualities of these energies and your unique energy, that there is a natural part of this process of experiencing, re-experiencing; that the energy is attracted by your energy in such a way that it is easily joined with and experienced as one, with a greater breadth of depth perhaps, and that that is a natural process of assimilation of new energies.
Assimilating energies by letting them be drawn to you from an experience, and coming to you as an established consciousness, an established individual.
Good. And recall another experience from interacting with these beings. Many of you made contributions to the overall flow of energy there. Can you recall one of those experiences as it came back to you, to you as an individual, and in some cases shared among individuals because of the similarity or alikeness?
Good. Just letting those go now, and just notice the process that you have begun. Sometimes the process completes without your conscious awareness, and other times the match or the use or other terms that would be energy terms do not build on that light to the way that your consciousness might normally use it. So it is a process put on pause or hold. Other times it is such a match and such an addition to your consciousness that it happens very quickly.
Notice this assimilating as a process.
Okay. Let us leave that for now. Thanking your guide and letting yourself come back to the light body, the light body cocoon, and at your own pace and rhythm coming back to the time and space of the earth plane.
And with that, we bid you most pleasant journeys for now.
Return to top
Program 29 LB975E_29T Duane: Talk
Duane: Okay. You are doing very well. We are going to play a little bit in this next journey.
It seems that a lot of you can relate to that sort of spark of creation, the energy that prompted you to decide to become an individual in this time and space, this time and this environment. So we are going to just play and see if some of that energy, some the way in which you might have had an experience during that time where we can go somewhat to no time, just to see if can look there.
And that will be one of the things that we will look at in this journey, DaBen will ask you to do, so you might be thinking of it. Try to get it from specific terms into more general terms without the forms if you can. If you cannot, then start there and look in broader terms, something in a larger consciousness you would have found of value and that you would have explored.
And probably in that could be something that you could characterize as a dream that you have had for a long time, a strong desire to acquire this or to be conscious in this way or so on, and just can you uncover that, can you open that.
From my earliest memories, and I am not nearly as good as many of you in terms of remembering, I do not know when I can remember back to, but it seems like probably eight or nine and not much before then. But as I look back I have always wanted to understand the way the energy in the world worked. I thought physics, okay, that has the answers. So I studied physics.
Until sitting in an electronics lab in college in my sophomore year and looking at Pikes Peak and saying what am I doing in this lab? I do not even like this topic. It does not look like it is getting me into understanding the universe. So I switched to at least try to understand the planet, so I switched to geology. That lasted a little while until I moved to the Bay area and you can find any spiritual discipline and somebody teaching it in the San Francisco Bay area.
So I thought metaphysics, I just got it wrong. So I started studying metaphysics. Well, okay, that has been a lot better. And with DaBen and all of you it has been fabulous. But that was an original dream I can first remember. Can you find yourselves something like that, something that has been a theme in your life that is still there? If not, what is there for you right now? What excites you right now, exploring now?
And do not let yourself get by with the phrase of “becoming more conscious.” Well, yes, but you will be becoming more conscious. You are on the path, you cannot stop. So make it more exciting. A dream, revive a dream, get something that truly excites you now, something you are willing to invest time and energy and consciousness into.
As we do this journey just play, be inventive. This is one of those that you can have an idea and reject it, another idea, and it is gone. Just keep going. You could go through a thousand if you wanted to until you find that one that interests you. And do not settle for any that do not really interest you. See if you can find that.
Now, to the degree that you can do not associate forms with that yet. Let the forms evolve. The forms will come out of your investing energy and consciousness into it. But if the forms come, and that is the form, and that is it, then that is it. Look at it and see what is there.
Okay. I think that is all we need for this journey, so get comfortable for a journey.
Return to top
Program 30 LB975E_30J DaBen: Discovering your dream, your motivating energy, perhaps from spark of your becoming an individual
DaBen: Welcome.
We encourage you as you move into these spaces to notice detail, to fill in the gaps, as it were, the spaces to your connecting to the light body and to your guide.
Good. And now going back, if you were to look at it in earth plane terms, going back to your becoming an individual at this earth plane. And from the beings that you have been playing with, and you have played with many beings, you are recognizing more and more that you might have had a large choice to be an individual in all sorts of consciousnesses.
And we are looking at the choice you have made on the earth plane to become an individual in this lifetime, to find expressions, to gain consciousness, to be inventive, to play, to have a field of play, to develop as we will explore in greater detail, to develop your light signature.
And to have that light signature as an expression of your wisdom, an expression of your ability to be, to have truly reached a beingness. Not just a presence, but a presence with a wisdom, a beingness, an energy weight, an energy gravity, something that is substantial in terms of your knowing that you have assimilated.
To the degree that you can from this state that you are in right now look back. What was that, if there was just one, or find one, what was that impetus, that spark, that desire, that told some part of your personality back there, or your equivalent of a personality back then, or energy that was so attractive that you said that is worth being an individual for; that is worth pursuing and I will explore that? To the degree that you can, discover that, or a series of thats.
Use your energy skills now, your experiencing as light, to open into, to open the spaces. Maybe even bring in luminous light to help open and illuminate that energy, so that these energies are luminous from within, opening those spaces, opening your ability to experience.
And as you are acquiring more and more skill at being in those space and experiencing them as light, then more and more information is available to you; information that you can express as light mostly easily, but you can also find the essence in a phrase that you could tell your personality that this is our dream, look how far we have come, and look what lies ahead, the excitement of pursuing that dream more consciously.
And keep looking now, finding more and more detail, or finding just the right one that excites you, or the right expression of many that excite you.
As you explore, you look at discovering this energy that draws you, or that you are driven by, or that you have discovered is an underlying force, for lack of a better term, in your story, in your life.
Good. Now, just letting that go. Review your energy, these spaces that you have explored and created, these dreams that you have revived or revised.
The spark of individuality still ignites your beingness, gives you a level of insight and meaning into all of the consciousness that you have acquired, gives you an opening to really develop your ability with assimilating new energies. And being very discriminating about energies that you pursue and explore, so that the field of play of the earth plane becomes an opportunity to develop, as we will explore, your light signature to an even greater degree.
Just letting that go now, thanking your guide.
Very good. And with that, coming back to the time and space of the earth plane.
Good. At your own pace and rhythm now coming back fully and completely. You are doing very well.
And with that, we bid you most pleasant journeys for now.
Return to top
Program 31 LB975E_31T Duane: Talk
Duane: Okay. This next journey we are going to visit again those beings, for lack of a better term, constancy, that we played with that density of energy. But we are using density in DaBen’s terms here, a solidity, a constancy to that energy.
A lot of the exploring you have been doing, a lot of the consciousness you have been opening will have a way to be enhanced by playing with these beings, this constancy, this underlying flow.
The first number of journeys yesterday were around looking at finding that flow, or finding a similarity in the flow of physical well-being, or physical energy, or physical systems, matter that organizes for your presence on the earth plane, or emotional flow, or mental fluidity, or the being space. It has a certain rhythm, a certain pattern to it, a certain natural way in which you experience that flow, that energy.
Those also have very dynamic components to them. So you notice the underlying energy like the being space, but with the being space you notice that underlying energy in part because to really open to the being space you have overwhelmed your ability to sense some of that energy. So that is what you are experiencing, is that underlying flow.
To do it more consciously DaBen has enlisted these beings to assist us, you, in finding that, and a big advantage is to finding that at beyond earth plane energy, or in energy other than earth plane, so that you have that contrast, that comparison to make.
More and more we are going to be looking at, and I will try to adjust my language so that the word “beyond” implies more than or bigger than.
If you were a planetologist it would be like studying the planet Earth and its geology and formation, or the planet Mars, or the planet Venus. You are going to find contrasts. They are going to have similarities and they are going to have differences. Those differences and those similarities give you an opportunity to expand your understanding, your consciousness.
It is the same here. These beings will give you a great perspective on understanding, on holding your consciousness on the earth plane within a larger context.
Okay. Those beings were very easy to reach and easy for you to connect with. It should be the same beings, if you so choose. Let us just see what we can learn this time.
Get comfortable for a journey.
Return to top
Program 32 LB975E_32J DaBen: Reaching deeper into deep energy of the constancy beings
DaBen: Welcome.
Connecting with your guide, and asking your guide to give you a way to be within that energy, for your guide is very familiar with coming through these sorts of energies, the way to be in that constancy, and yet it is dynamic in nature. But its rate of change, its rate of variation, is more constrained than typical earth plane, more focused, more of the essence of the energy expressed in each moment.
So let us now move to the light body, the light body cocoon. With your guide’s assistance let us move smoothly to these beings. And your guides are following our movements, the energy.
The portal begins to open, and the layers of light beings recognize that you are able to be conscious in this way and to play that opening for you.
And greet these beings as they begin to come close to the portal and you are drawn to where they have come, recognizing your energy, its uniqueness, and you perhaps recognizing theirs, probably two, maybe three beings, to be your energy, to hold that constancy, to match that constancy so that you can easily be of and in that energy.
Good. And immersing yourself in that energy now, slowing down, a density in your terms, a wonderful focus in this density of energy, all brought together, and the higher, finer, more rapid vibrations have faded away or have become a part of this density, this constancy of energy.
And you can be invited when right for you and your beings, invited a little further beyond the portal so that the energies are even more pure and take on frequency-like qualities. So that all the light that you experience matches and is within these energies, and that all of the subtleties and variations that are possible within this intense focus.
Now, moving into that depth, the depth of that focused energy. And in that focus more and more details that are a part of that focus can be experienced as light at this vibration, at this pattern.
And asking these beings to join you and assist you in enhancing your experience here. And notice how they use this constancy, this focus.
Going even deeper into that experience now with these beings’ assistance, and notice how that focus allows you to sort of transpose into another layer of detail, of richness, of organization. There, good.
Very good. Now, thanking these beings as they bring you back to the energy of the portal, the layers of light beings draw your energy. And your greatest thank you is the gratitude of your expression, your beingness, and its solidity and density, as it were, and expressing that gratitude as a part of your being that you can use and return to and experience.
So thanking these beings now and coming back to the portal, thanking the layers of light beings.
Good. And coming back to the light body, the light body cocoon, thanking your guide, but noticing the constancy here, how easy it is to enjoy this space.
Good. And now just letting that go, thanking your guide, and coming back fully and completely to the time and space of the earth plane.
And with that, we bid you most pleasant journeys for now.